Orb of Confusion

There are so many things I want to say, need to say, but I don't know how. I don't have any words, trying to make sense of my thoughts is like trying to read a foreign language. Impossible. My brain is screaming, trying to get it all out, but my mouth won't cooperate. I suck at this game; the game of conveying thoughts and emotions through words. They just stay bottled up inside, building upon each other growing taller and thicker untill they cannot be contained inside of me any longer.