Want

I want you. I want you so bad. I want to have your arms around me, holding me close. Your hands caressing my back. I wan to get lost in your eyes. Gazing into their ice blue intensity, conveying our love for one another. I want to taste your kiss again. Its like a cool glass of water after a walk through a dessert. Refreshing and enjoyable. Breathing life into me. Our tongues dancing together…best friends…more than friends. I want to sit on your lap, lean against your chest and feel your heartbeat as you pull me closer and sing softly into my ear. I want the tears to stop. The pain to go away. Why must love hurt? Happiness end in sorrow? Why wont dreams became reality. All I want is you. Only you. Always you. What happens when it all ends and all you have are the memories. Memories accompanied by tears and thoughts of what could have been. What should be. What happens when you can't just be friends because the attraction is to strong but you can't be more because of all the problems it causes…do we just walk away? Leave it all behind, move on with nothing but the memories and heartache. The feeling that something is missing, knowing what it is but not being able to have it?
"This is the end of a really sad story. Don't feel bad for me. I started out alone and that's is how I'll end."